Remaining Within

From Time Magazine
From Time Magazine

We walked to the wall

holding hands

As dry as sheets of paper

You had LOVE tattooed

On your fingers

I can remember,

Dark the ink was.

The wall held a series

Of graffiti. FEAR

Is a word I remember,

Seeing there

Written in a quick red slash.

“It’s on the inside.” You said

“It doesn’t come from the outside.”

I ran my knuckles against

The rough edges of bricks

Painted upon, over and over and over

Slight changes of colors null

I always felt I could feel

The humanity, even in the most

Hateful things, things that fear

My knuckles became scuffed

I bled a little, stillness—still

I bleed a little more—remembering  

The depth of your tattoo

Dry against my bosom

The wall isn’t finished, can’t be

You said

“There is a bag of bricks

Hidden in our bushes,

Ready to be thrown

at our windows.”

I didn’t put it together

Until now,

why the wall was here

Why you left, why others leave.

We now live in two separate times

I have a child now

I can’t find the bag of bricks

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33 Comments on “Remaining Within

  1. I know what you mean! When I look at some of the things I wrote a while ago, it’s like looking in the mirror and not recognizing yourself for a moment. It’s familiar, and comfortable, but a little startling to realize it’s You.

    I got to the ones I read today by clicking the “also in ___” links below the original post. It’s always worth it.

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  2. Thanks my friend. I just reread the two poems you pointed out. I hadn’t read them in a long time. They move me. It’s like someone else wrote them, but I recognize the style as mine. It’s kind of creepy and cool at the same time.

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  4. Elan this was touching. You have done justice. It reminded me of loss of my son years ago.

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  5. That was great! these words you write make me reminisce of my old crumbled brick walls that couldn’t be put back up.Good one!

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  6. So many walls, So many pictures, so few words. Nice work.

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  7. Very powerful. Immediately it took me to the Falls Road, in Belfast. I still meet people who ,lived there. The emotional damage, the scars, are indelible. Sally

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  8. ‘Tis a Good un, Elan ! “I bleed a little more, remembering……….. ” Oh yes !

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